In your absence, my heart grows stronger. In your presence, I fall in love again.
So in regards to the title of this, I was just sitting here on twitter as usual when I came across this quote, and it soo true when it comes to how I feel about my relationship with my boyfriend Justin. We have been dating for almost two months, and I can truely say, the empty space I’ve felt for the longest (even during past relationships) is now filled! Okay back to the quote, I can only speak for myself, but I’ve had so many insecurities and trust issues going into this relationship at the beginning. The saying about past guys making it hard on the next is so true, because I had this whole thought that I should talk to my friends as normal because I didn’t think he would stay around long (Totally misguided!). So because of my carelessness to (I’ve realized my error and am owning up to it) but because of my carelessness, I ended up doing things out of line to destroy Justin’s trust in me. I didn’t cheat or nothing that severe but lying to your better half and talking to guys/girls they’ve asked you not to are ALL just as bad! So even now I’m sure when I’m not at his place or in the same room as him, he, at some point or another has that thought “I wonder what he’s doing”. Which finally brings me back to the quote LOL! Now, I’ve honestly had my own suspicions as well, but its not from nothing that he’s really done, but from my own insecurities. When I’m not with Justin, I am lost. Okay not lost in the literal sense but like my mind is apart from me. All I can do is think about him! Sure I’m able to communicate with my family and people at work and function right; but my mind none the less is on him. Everything about him amazes me that much, that it sticks with me when I’m at my parents. My heart has truly grown because in past relationships I’ve found myself constantly blowing up the other persons phone wondering what they’re doing. Now I’m not saying that when I’m not with Justin I don’t fully have my worries, but they don’t bother me as heavily as in the past. Ok so the last part of the quote. Whenever I get to see him, its the highlight of my week! I just love everything about him. His eyes really do it for me the most, they are the prettiest color and when the light hits them….OMG