Okay, I’ve come to the conclusion that as of right now, I’m done with relationships…for the time being. I have far MORE important things to worry about, than to be blinded by false love 24/7. I always seem to end up dating someone who thinks they have the upperhand over me mentally and think that I can be decieved. In all honesty, I’m not even trying to hook up with anyone either, like I have my profiles on these sites, I get hit up all the time…but after my most recent relationship…everything is just “eww” to me. Like, I wasn’t ignorant to the “gay life” beforehand, but after dating him and finding out some things that I found out about him, all of that has completely shut off that switch for me for now. Not saying my sexual orientation has changed, but I’m just not interested in sex, friendships, relationships with any gay guy at this point. Okay, I take that back, I’m not interested in anyone in North Carolina anymore. All are the same, everyone KNOWS every fucking body. And majority are whores. Yupp, I said it, every guy I’ve dated from NC is a fucking whore, and I dare them to tell me otherwise when I have proven facts. LOL, I got a tad angry writing that last sentence. But anyhoe. And for some reason, I keep having this same re-occuring dream about my recent ex, I’ve had it three times within the past two days o_0. Idk, I’m just trying to erase him from my mind completely, that chapter will NEVER see the light of day again. So anyway, until next time. Ciao!